TGIF

the devil is trying to break me down in every way possible. but i refuse to fall. despite the massive amount of stress ive experienced in the last 8 months, i still continue to smile with every situation. there are times when i just want to hurt people, break things, etc. but i refuse to let this shit get to me. i know this shit will get better. and im determined to not let all the nonsense turn me into a hateful person. but i need the good shit to happen now. like right now.