despite the crazy bullshit i have been through and all the frequent drama i have to experience, i can honestly say i am happy and in a good place right now. i am accomplishing the things i want, i am making the people happy who make me happy, and at the end of the day i feel good about myself. though i cant help myself by wanting to eliminate certain people off this earth some days or making people's lives a living hell just for the fucked up shit they did but i only think these things... and thats good that i dont act on them lol for now at least. but i know Karma is a bitch and i am sure God will handle those people.

on to other things, i have been playing with fire like a bad child and i need to EXIT, right away lol

one of my best guy friends just had a baby girl this morning, SO SO SO SO excited and happy for him and i cant wait to meet her next weekend when i go home. i love her already and i havent even met her.

mikala & stef are getting married & im extremely happy for them and happy to be attending tomorrow. black love as i always say is SUCH a beautiful thing and i wish them the best!

its friday bitches

i cant shake that fool, he has cast a spell on me

people assume wayyyy too much when they know little to nothing about the situation... breathe easy before u jump to conclusions about what someone is going thru or talking about

okay United States... getting gutta with it

http://www.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/08/23/cia.prisoner.report/index.html

inglourious basterds.. go see that. so on point.

but be aware, its mad graphic and long as shit

my boo is coming to see me this weekend <3 yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

great opportunities may come, keeping my fingers crossed and praying :)

i need to go to the dentist... but.. they always trying to rip you off and rip the shit out of ur gums.. dentist = bad guy

monday

hello hello hello. who stole my sleep? why can i never get enough of it? its because people keep inviting me to things and i cant say no.

no more mr. i need to reunite with my sleep, soon. before i pass out in the street one day bc i OD'd on energy drinks and caffeine.

people are shiesty. im tired of doing so much for people who never do anything for me. i know its better to give than to receive but when it comes to a point that youre always giving and giving and you realize that person would not do the same for you, its time to tighten that circle. girls are too wrapped up in themselves majority of the time to recognize a good friend. thats fine with me... no more additional favors, peace bitches!!!!!!!!!!

back like cooked crack!!

just came back from jamaica.. tired as rip van winkle... but had the time of my life. hands down, best trip ive ever been on. now back to reality. need to save for the rest of the year so i can start over in 2k10 lol. 2 ppl got fired in the last month and guess who took over their work? me.. and im swamped everyday, but the good thing about it is my days go by so quick. back to the pre-jamaica diet bc it worked so well for me, but those cravings can really make u depressed.. maybe i will have a sandwich this weekend. maybe.

beach wit the homies, sis moves n2 college, gabrielle's bday ALL THIS WEEKEND.. i need more time in the weekend, y does it have to be so short. now i have to clean clean clean today. im ready to retire.. honestly.

stole an EXCELLENT idea from Candace...
http://pnoel101.blogspot.com/