you ever have such a wild weekend that you cant differentiate what happened in your dreams vs what actually happened?! i remember so many things from the weekend but cant figure out what really happened and what just happened in my dreams fri and sat nite.
living on the edge all day everyday. but i dont even care anymore. why should i? im 26. life is woah exciting when you have not a care in the world. not to mention i am 100% free now so i dont have to actually feel bad about anything anymore. such a peaceful feeling.
all smiles
Monday, May 24, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
damned if i do, damned if i dont
"Dear women,
If you become a mother, we won't support you, cut your hours, and eventually fire you.
If you don't have children, we'll question that, blame your success on that, and assume you can work more because you have "no life".
How to win? Become a man. Everything you do is just wrong.
Kisses,
The Patriarchy"
This was comment on a blog about how sexism still exists in the workplace and basically how 49% of women who make ova 100K dont have children by the age of 40. i think that is kinda creepy. thats a HUGE amount of women. so does that mean if i have kids, i might not make it to 6 figures? or if i wanna make it to 6 figures, i better not have no damn kids? lol i mean i understand it, the amount of time women have to take off from work due to maternity leave can slow down your salary advancements.. in addition to that some women end up coming back to work with no real role. their position has been given to someone else. thats sad. so my recommendation, is for everyone to become a housewife. find u a rich man, marry him, and stay ur ass home. yeah!
LMAO.. im clearly joking
If you become a mother, we won't support you, cut your hours, and eventually fire you.
If you don't have children, we'll question that, blame your success on that, and assume you can work more because you have "no life".
How to win? Become a man. Everything you do is just wrong.
Kisses,
The Patriarchy"
This was comment on a blog about how sexism still exists in the workplace and basically how 49% of women who make ova 100K dont have children by the age of 40. i think that is kinda creepy. thats a HUGE amount of women. so does that mean if i have kids, i might not make it to 6 figures? or if i wanna make it to 6 figures, i better not have no damn kids? lol i mean i understand it, the amount of time women have to take off from work due to maternity leave can slow down your salary advancements.. in addition to that some women end up coming back to work with no real role. their position has been given to someone else. thats sad. so my recommendation, is for everyone to become a housewife. find u a rich man, marry him, and stay ur ass home. yeah!
LMAO.. im clearly joking
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
my morals have totally flown out the door as of recently.. its actually quite sad lol but ive had this i dont give a fuck, ima do what i want, when i want, how i want, and so on attitude for quite some time. ive always been the type of person to feel like if you hurt me, i will hurt you 50x harder.. in the ass.. i cant help it. i feel like im such a giving and loving person that for someone to hurt me, their just ruthless. so they deserve whatever they get. BUT... i kno that is not right. i am quite aware of right and wrong... so i guess im going to try to change that attitude?
ive been going to church on a regular basis for about 6 months now but ive only really used it as an opportunity to pray for my mother and not myself. maybe i need to do some deep soul searching. who knows. all i know is that someones gonna get fucked over soon lol
ive been going to church on a regular basis for about 6 months now but ive only really used it as an opportunity to pray for my mother and not myself. maybe i need to do some deep soul searching. who knows. all i know is that someones gonna get fucked over soon lol
Monday, May 10, 2010
i got 19 days to shed some weight. i dont really have a goal, id jus like to drop a few.. ugh. so fruits and veggies for lunch and dinner everyday till then. maybe some cereal for breakfast. i gotta run hard everyday. the amt of weight i gained since trinidad is ridiculous. like i just totally lost myself. food is so good though lol.
i realized i have a lot of negativity in my life whether it be friends, family, situations, relationships, etc. im slowly working on ways to remove all of it. i have succeeded in removing 1 person out of my life completely bc of all the drama and bullshit revolving around this butthole. it felt good but lets hope i can keep it up bc the bastard has a way with words. we shall see...
i had a fun filled but too much driving type of weekend. fri spent it wit the ladies in jersey eating and drinking and talkin shit. great great times. saturday morn i headed home to spend some time wit my mommy and harass my sister. sat nite i had to go to CT to be with dude's fam for his bros graduation on sunday. very nice to be around GOOD friends and family. there is still uncessary drama tho, its like i cant escape it. and its draining.
besides that tho, life.is.good. no more work or mentoring so my evenings are completely free and i cant wait to bang out these workouts everyday.
i realized i have a lot of negativity in my life whether it be friends, family, situations, relationships, etc. im slowly working on ways to remove all of it. i have succeeded in removing 1 person out of my life completely bc of all the drama and bullshit revolving around this butthole. it felt good but lets hope i can keep it up bc the bastard has a way with words. we shall see...
i had a fun filled but too much driving type of weekend. fri spent it wit the ladies in jersey eating and drinking and talkin shit. great great times. saturday morn i headed home to spend some time wit my mommy and harass my sister. sat nite i had to go to CT to be with dude's fam for his bros graduation on sunday. very nice to be around GOOD friends and family. there is still uncessary drama tho, its like i cant escape it. and its draining.
besides that tho, life.is.good. no more work or mentoring so my evenings are completely free and i cant wait to bang out these workouts everyday.
Monday, May 3, 2010
opportunity is a knocking and i am jumping all over it, please believe. time waits for no one. wish me luck! :-P
ps - book club was this weekend and we discussed this book called Steven by Marvin Curtis Reed. Great read! The author even called in to discuss with us. After he got off the phone we talked about controlling relationships and it was such a coincidence bc i just posted on this recently. Sad to say, I know a few people involved in these terrible terrible situations and I guess all you can really do is pray for them because people have to be ready to do things on their own...
Praise the lord my relationship has never been controlling :)
ps - book club was this weekend and we discussed this book called Steven by Marvin Curtis Reed. Great read! The author even called in to discuss with us. After he got off the phone we talked about controlling relationships and it was such a coincidence bc i just posted on this recently. Sad to say, I know a few people involved in these terrible terrible situations and I guess all you can really do is pray for them because people have to be ready to do things on their own...
Praise the lord my relationship has never been controlling :)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
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