sometimes i forget this thing exists unless i have something to speak about that struck a nerve. nothing has been going on really... i work. chill. work out. sleep. drink. eat. and start all over again. i have lost 10 lbs since august and i am oh so excited. im thinking about taking a diuretic pill at some point bc i always feel bloated. i dunno if that will help but supposedly it should. i have had 0 dollars lately because i want to pay off as much stuff as possible. i really dont want to enter 2010 with uncessary bills if i can afford to pay them off NOW. so that has been my main focus in the past 2 months or so. its difficult because sometimes i pay too much not realizing that i did not put enough money aside for basic stuff like food, train fare, and toiletries so sometimes i end up in a bind. but u live & learn so i am trying to keep that in mind when paying down stuff. sad to say but i will not be leaving the state of VA for the entire month of october. crazy right? there was a point where i cud not sit my ass still, when the weekend came i had to be somewhere whether it be ny, houston, philly, or visitin a friend elsewhere. but the time has come to be an adult i guess?? lol but i cant complain. it feels good. i like being on a routine and being able to stay at home has given me way more time in the gym and time to prepare healthy meals hence my weight loss. so its definitely for the better. time is approaching for kf to move here & we are both excited. this should be interesting. i am so curious to see how things plan out, especially since we both have matured MAJORLY this entire year.. we will see