poof bam pow!

lol its monday and i hate mondays but im trying to be happy just so that time will go by quicker. does time even go by quicker if youre happy opposed to being sad? prolly not... this past week wasnt too bad. i was a little down thurs & fri bc i lost my metro card, setting me back a lil financially and you can imagine that i was PISSED but i been trying to be more positive about the negative things that happen to me and was just thankful that i was able to still cover transportation and keep it moving like nothing happened. sis and friend came to visit this weekend and it was fun. we went out fri nite and got bent, totally free nite so that was a plus. except saturday my stomach was wrecked something serious. which is why i keep telling myself no alchol for me. just wine man. but damn when shit aint goin ur way, u wont hesitate to drink till u cant remember shit the next day. anywho, saturday we spent the whole day laying down watching tv and eating lol. SO FAT. i wish i could throw it all up since i kindve slashed my diet. but whatever. my project manager is big on workin out and she told me i need to step it up to 3 miles a day. but im so afraid, i dunno why. 3 miles seems like i will be running forever. i normally do 2. one day i attempted 2.5 and felt like death. i guess i can only get better results by pushing tho right?

random but im at the point in my life where i need to stay busy to feel like life is worth living, shame, i know lol. but i decided to take this income tax class for 6 weeks where they basically teach you how to do income taxes, duh.. then you work from jan to april doin pplz taxes. im kinda excited to be doin something new and hopefully this will get me back in the groove of reading and learning. and being used to being n a class setting again bc lord knows ima need that if i ever plan on returning to school. soooo.. yea.. thats the movement right now.

kf shall be here on dec. 16th. boom! pow! bam! lol