sooo its friday. im happy, but the weekends are really a teaser bc its so short. dread head is not here talking my ear off so im so estatic that i dont know what to do with myself. life lately has been kind of... eh... lets just say im reevaluating a lot of things. but im happy where im at in life right now so i have no complaints. my sisters prom is 2nite.. wish i cud be there to see the fools off but im a lil far now and ill be home for graduation, so it was 1 or the other. thats 1 thing ima miss is the 2 hr drive to ny.. now its like friggin 5 almost with the traffic n bs on these roads.

ive gotten myself in some shitty situations lately and all i can say is Thank God and you reap what you sow... with that said, im trying to fall back from all the things i usually do, only for a little while tho, meaning drinking, going out, traveling, etc.. mainly for money saving purposes but also to clear my mind, get more rest, and exercise more. often when you go thru life so fast u will miss the important things and i want to be able to cherish every moment of my life, so i will call these 2-3 months, the cool down months.

eating healthy is a bitch, not only that but its expensive as hell. why all the bad foods gotta taste soo good and why all the good foods gotta taste like ass? there needs to be some healthy foods out there that i absolutely love and cud eat all the time.

i want to have a baby. or at least take care of one for a lil while. im sure this phase will pass and im not havin a damn kid anytime soon, but i guess i could dream of it. lmao

ok thats it, im sleepy