i had some stupid 24 hr bug on tuesday that made me feel like i was back in elementary school again. i couldnt figure out how the hell i got sick but when i woke up that morning, i had the worst cough, body felt like i had been in a fight with mike tyson, crazy headache, and i was sweating profusely even tho i felt cold as hell. so i figured it was nothing a lil shower cudnt take care of.. sike.. i get to work and feel like im on my death bed. bounce at 11am and head home, except flippin public transportation during the day in non peak hrs runs like every once n a blue moon, it took me a friggin hr and half to get home.. mind u it had been raining so im freezing, wet, get home, go straight to bed. i wake up 4 hrs later and im drenched. why do i feel so cold yet im sweating so much? so i go to walmart, pick up a thermometer and some nyquil, get n the car, sure enough, i had a fever of 101. wow... i never get sick, bc i drink my OJ every day... except i hadnt had OJ in about 7 days, i kno thats gotta be the reason! lol watever i rested the rest of the day, mustve drank about 1 gallon of various liquids, tea, ginger ale, orange juice, water, anything liquid u name it, i drank it. nyquil put me to bed real well. movin on to wednesday, i wake up (again cold but soaken wet) like i cant take a day bc i have no damn sick time accrued yet, only like a hot 3 hrs and im not tryna be unpaid.. check my temp, its 99.7 so im like great that means im better. except everytime i roll my eyes upwards, there is pain, possibly a sinus infection? who knows, SOMETHING IS ALWAYS WRONG WITH ME! take my ass to work and work thru that shit.. now today, i go back to the dermatologist to get the results from my biopsy to see what this ish is on my face, and of course its NOTHING. friggin hyperpigmentation due to post inflammatory... result of the hives as 2 other doctors told me but i wudnt listen lmao. he sed the spots cud take another 3 months to really fade and all he cud give me is a stronger bleaching cream. wat the fuck. all i cud think of is i have vacations comin up and i like to take pics and im tired of puttin make up on this shit bc u cud still see it.. arghhhhhhhh.... i guess it cud be worst, like im dying of some rare disease or something. so back to the pharmacy to pay an arm and a leg for another bleaching cream that insurance WONT COVER bc its considered 'cosmetic' HIGHWAY FUCKIN ROBBERY. i cant wait till i become rich lol

this weekend my boo yontia gets married, im so excited and very happy for her. i hope all goes well. sat is phi delta psi bbq that i might stop thru. my plans were to return to dc sat afta the bbq but suprise suprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the philadelphia police has succeeded in recovering my laptop. finally after almost 4 months. i tell ya, persistence is really the key. when you harass someone so much, they will eventually give u wat u want. i mean ive been calln at least once a week speaking to whoever i could, sargeant, lieutenant, captain, anyone who wud listen. i guess someone got annoyed and was like please find this bitch's laptop so she can stop calln here lmao im so happy but i feel soooo weird about the situation. apparently it was sold to the guy they recovered it from meaning i prolly wont get the other items back since the original thief prolly has them or sold them too. the laptop had a tracker on it but the other items didnt. im still extremely greatful tho i wudve killed to get bak my external with all my pics on it!!!! i jus really hope its not someone i know. that would be very scary.

other than that, no new major updates.. went to ny this pass weekend for sis highschool graduation and dinner. it was nice. spent time wit fam and bf and bf's fam.. nice way to spend a long weekend. the next few weekends are going to be hectic... im tired of living out of my car and suitcase...one day i will settle down... one day...