why is it so effin cold? my gas light has been on all weekend but i was too lazy to go get some. so this morning i realized i better get some before my ass stop in the middle of the street... pull over to the gas station and get out and it feels like the north pole outside. put in my card and get ready to pump.. my fingers damn near fell off, i cud only got in like 3 dollars and some change before i was like fuck it.. i was seriously about to start crying. thats how cold my hands were. i know its sposed to be cold in the winter but DAMN. i just want to stay inside for the rest of the winter.

xmas is this week and have i bought any presents for anyone? lol no. damn shame but money has been tight lately. all i am able to afford is my bills, if even that at times. but God has blessed me recently with my 2nd raise for the year. except it wont kick in till jan 1st so i guess i gotta wait. so i gotta b ghetto this yr and buy xmas gifts after xmas.. oh well.

sooo excited for the new year. not too sure why but i am. i was pissed last week bc my job wont reimburse me for 6 sigma so i cant take it this upcomin semester.. cant afford that shit. their reason was so bogus and vague but then they cheered me up with my raise so i cant be to upset. i just have to postpone i guess till i can afford it on my own. in any case, 2mr is my last day at work till next monday.. whooo hooooooooooo