stupid boys & focus-ness

you ever wonder WHY certain people continue to contact you after youve showed numerous times that you dont want to be contacted?

exhibit a: this loser i used to talk to for a hot 30 days... i started ignoring his calls long time ago, so y does this fool continue to text me a year later talking bout, how come you dont be trying to hang out with me? when you gonna let me see your new spot? why you be acting like that? NIGGA.. i have not talked to you or hung out with you in like a year, why do you keep contacting me? im not hanging out with your simple psychotic ass.

exhibit b: the retard who removes you from his friends list on every social network available because hes just too hurt when he sees you have updated your profile, but yet he sends you msgs on myspace talkn bout watup? wat u think is up fool? dont try to be my friend if i wasnt worthy enough to remain on ur friends list. in fact, why are you searching for my page in the first place?

i'm starting to realize more and more how men are just dumb. like there is no other way to describe it. they are dumb. they dont think before they do things. they dont listen. and they act like bitches. i'm still sticking to that original quote - Boys are dumb, throw rocks at them.

So all of a sudden i just got mad focused; about personal finances, body, career... and so on. i was focused a whle back then i have slacked in the past month due to laziness and spending money on vacations all crazy. anyways i calculated my expenses and after i pay all my ish im sposed to have like 700 dollars left over, where is it??? used this calculator on cnn.com and it said someone my age, with my salary, should b saving 380 per month. Think i can do it? we'll see. ima try my hardest. im back n the gym hardcore again. its like i cud go like 3 weex hardcore then slip up for like 4 weex and reverse everything i did in the hardcore 3 weex. it sux. all i can say is ima try harder to stay consistent. ive been on a job hunt recently but not as hardcore as i should. im so frustrated with this place yet im not puttin in all the effort i should with finding a new gig. i just wish i was already rich and could stay at home. oh well, thats life i guess.

here come the idiots, let me get back to work.