reality

yo sometimes i think about shaving my whole head just so i cud see how big my head really is, how my scalp really looks, and how quick my hair wud grow back. but then i know ill look like a sickly fool. so i wont do it. anyways my glasses are irritating the shit outta my right ear and i dont wanna put my contacts on so i am sittn here no glasses or contacts wit my face mad close to the screen squinting. im prolly goin to be blind by the age of 30 cuz i cant see a GD thing. well i can see. just not things far away. damn shame, shudve ate those carrots huh. anyways, i keep wondering why i have to work. like seriously. why. why cant everything b free. so we dont need money. i mean everyone works for money. if we didnt need money, no one wud have to work. we cud just trade things. damnit. ill trade my dresser and bath towels for some food and clothes. thats sufficient right? ok i know i sound a lil nutty. but sometimes i wonder is this life? how long am i really goin to be doin this 9 to 5 thing. everyone has all these crzy dreams of doin foolish things that arent goin to happen. i just wnat to tell ppl sometimes, bitch stop playin urself, ure goin to be workin for the man at least for the next 30 yrs, so give it up. unless u marry an entertainer, sports player, or u win the lotto. people like you and me dont make millions boo boo. we def have the potential to make 6 figures but in this day and age sometimes that is just not enough.

this election stuff is getting scarier in my eyes. i have strong faith that obama is goin to win but i am worried when he gets n office what will happen. there are still a lot of ppl out there who strongly oppose a black leader, or black people in general. i just pray he stays safe. i feel like they may have set him up for failure tho given the state of the economy right now.

yo why do some people have to talk so much. stop talkking.

i be back at some point, maybe next week. i look like a weirdo wit my face so close to the screen... i need to do this type of stuff at home.