annoyed.

okay so im here in texas for 4th of july vacation because its carnival.. yipeeee cant wait.. we are heading to houston tonite to start the partying. it feels so good to have a day off, i never felt so free lol. im just sittn here doin nothing while k is at work. anyways the reason i titled this shit annoyed is because this past 2 weeks it seems like everyone and everything annoys me. from annoying boys contacting me or harassing me for no reason.. to bitches making smart comments, to my frustration with working at pha.. and so on. everything pisses me off. for one, i dont know why niggas think because they want to have sex with u, that u want to have sex with them too. no partna. it dont work like that. so if i show im not interested by constantly cuirsin u out or telling u to leave me alone, then y cant u get the picture? i just hate how dudes assume becuz theyre interested, ure sposed to be interested. fuck off you loser. bitches. bitches say whatever they want to say whenever they want to say. imean its a free country, u shud b able to right? just be prepared when i have a sarcastic or bitchy response... females always want wat other females have. its just part of our nature.. but if u want smething another chic has, work harder bitch... go out there and do ya thing, dont 'hate' on the chic that is doin her thing. i hate to use the word 'hate' but females really be hating on others when it aint necessary. we are all in this together. we all got the same problems bitch whether u believe it or what. no one will ever know every little detail about me, what i do, who i do, and so on.. so dont assume 'i got it good' or i dont work hard for what i got, worry about what u need to do to get there.. smelly whore. lol. i hate looking for a job. i just wish jobs looked for me. i can do anything. i seriously can. so y is it so hard finding a GOOD PAYING job. i am so worth at least 60 but these mofos on the web (careerbuilder, monster) offering 30 k? wtf am i gonna do wit 30 k? it just frustrates me how much money i spent on college and i still am strugglin to pay my loans. and i refuse to dedicate all my income to loans.. its just not happening. anyways thats enuff of my bitchin for today.. have a happy 4th of july weekend cuz i know i will :-)