I cant get rid of this awkwardness im feeling in my heart. How do u die at 26 yrs old??? Our bickering n stupid convos keep replaying n my head n i swear i still cant believe it. Very saddened by this but more than anything im extremely confused. I guess ive never lost anyone who didnt die of old age/health issues. I jus cant grasp this shit, forreal.

I gotta stop lookn at his pics on fb bc thats wats fuckn wit my head the most. I remember if i was flippn 5 mins late to work, hed always msg me on gchat n ask if i was comn n. N id flip out like dude, wat the fuck? Chris was the hypest yet funniest dude ive every worked with...