thanksgiving... was eh.. nice. good food and good ppl however the holidays can be somewhat depressing for me at times. mainly bc i see the holidays as a happy time with close family and some friends. however my family on both sides just cant seem to get it right. they not understanding what holidays are SUPPOSED to be. and for that, i always end up spending time with my bf and his family who in my eyes are way more family/holiday oriented. sad, right? its upsetting bc these r grown fuckn adults so why cant they get it together? anyways.. i roll wit the punches, as usual. and suck it up.

i didnt catch any major deals on black friday. i wasnt working with much $$ to begin with so that prolly played a part n my minimal shopping. i bought some cute casual flat boots that i needed oh so bad. i really just wanna go to a shoe store one day with a gun and take every pair of shoes i want lol. one day.. ill have money of course to purchase all the shoes i want. till then, i guess i have to settle for maybe 1 pair every 6 months?

i realize i love me some wine.

i need to find my way back home to ny to handle some business. but im not sure when. if only i had more vacation time. shit is hot in the streets & i am fed up wit the BS. you can push a woman's buttons for but so long until her ass do something real spiteful to you.. smh...