i really do have a lot to say, its just when i forget when i actually have the time to write, so ill try to write lil by little as i remember things i wanted to discuss. 1st thing that comes to mind is oh so disturbing...

so i go to love wit kern friday nite, it was nice.. really nice. oj da juiceman was there and im really not n2 hood ass parties like that but we had free passes so we rolled with it.. open bar till 11, we were nice.. but fast forward.. go to 2nd floor where all the performances r sposed to be.. and we on the dancefloor chillin watever.. and i had peeped this chic that i saw downstairs dancin wit this really short dress on that she kept havin to pull down.

anyways, shes on this dude freaking him soooo hard till her damn dress is completely up. the bitch aint hav no underwear on so her raw ass is out. entire ass out.. do u understand? at this point other dudes start noticing and they coming by to get their feel/dance in. words cannot even express how disturbed i was.. this is somebodys friend, sister, child, cousin, grandchild, wateever.. pretty much gettin taken advantage of in a club full of niggas. now what are u sposed to do in a situation like this? do u go run and tell? tell who? these niggas cudve been fuckin her one at a time and no one wud know. eventually a bouncer came over to look n the lil circle niggas had formed around her to see what was goin on. this nigga looked then walked away. WTF! this is how chics get raped in public. it all makes sense now.

but true story, what do you do in a situation like that? run to a bouncer and say hey a chick has her raw ass out and i think shes fuckin niggas on the floor?? seriously tho, i hate to jus sit there and watch ridiculous shit happen especially when they girl clearly looked like she was DONE. i ended up leaving. all u can do is pray for a chic like that bc tho she was done, she was not doing anything to get away from the guys that were all over her. she was feeding in2 it and it was disgusting.

terrible...