what a beautiful weekend. i relaxed like no other... ate healthy, worked out, got in some good shows, went to church, and took a few naps.. what more could a girl ask for? not to mention i did not spend any money. marvelous. im very excited the winter is approaching, kern will be moving up here, ill be staying in the house to avoid spending money, and ill be continuing my rigorous work outs so i can be skinny come february for carnival. thats the plan. but you never know what may happen.. so im keeping my fingers crossed.

black people man. do better. thats all i have to say. just when you think we taking 2 steps forward, niggas bring us 4 steps back. and ppl wonder why white people think the way they do about us. sheeeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i want to send out a memo to my family members who keep fuckin up saying 'lay off the crack, and do better' i realized too many people in this world only care about themselves, way too many people. and its sad. have some morals and ethics.. do you what you know is right and you will live a good life. when you live your life fuckin over other people and only lookn out for urself, that shit will come back to you, TWICE as hard. i promise you. just know that everyone at some point in time has, is, or will be going thru something. its part of life, you are not the only one who has had a rough time. remember that