tick tock.. trying to make it till 450 so i can fly out of here and go to the hairdresser. this week started off intense and now its just dull. but im happy the weekend is here and i finally paid all my bills. whoo hooo.. maybe i can afford an outfit or 2. i need something exciting to happen but it hasnt yet. everyday i wake up like i wonder wat exciting will happen today. but then at the end of the day i just go to sleep. i guess one day. lol on another note im excited for this year and all the things i want to do and the places i want to go. ima try to make it happen but one step at a time. first things first.. 25th bday, wanted to do miami beach for the weekend. only thing worried bout is the weekend available is 10 days afta my actual birthday.. i guess thats not a big deal tho. aside from that, 3 weddings this yr, i love weddings. trinidad, jamaica, and hopefully somewhere nice with my lover. i REALLY just realized life is what you make it. people say it all the time but its really true. the things i want to do, i do it. and im happy about it. times when i sit at home complaining about something, its up to me to get up and change that. so on that note, yes i am still on the job hunt, not hardcore tho bc i am still unsure of the location i want to be. either dc or ny but i have to come up with some plan to network and get out there bc the whole internet thingy is not doing it. my mommy bought me a blender for xmas and ive been makin some lovely smoothies. they are great for meal replacements, so ive been doin real well health wise lately. except i need to add more fruits bc right now all i really been usin is bananas and strawberries.

i need a whole new wardrobe big time. all of my clothes are on their last couple of days. so much shit i wear got holes in it lol but i dont be givin a fuck. one day i was hopin someone wud send me like 10 gs and i cud take care of that issue... 1 day