yo emotions fuckin suck. when i am about to get my period, i am an emotional wreck. its actually upsetting. i want to break down and cry about everything, im mad moody, every little thing i take personal, everything gets on my nerves, i want/need mad attention. i hate it in everyway possible. i wish there was something that cud cure emotional pmsing but shit dont work. i could say okay im goin to take control of my emotions but really they are controlling me. times like this i just need to stay home locked up with no access to anything. i be mad jealous of everything.

now this may sound stupid but im going to talk about it becuz this is my blog and i created it so that i cud talk about wat i wanted. so i feel some type of way when i see couples writing on eachothers wall and my boyfriend will never write anything on my wall. as stupid and petty as it sounds, it gets under my skin. i cant explain why it affects me, and at the end of the day it may not be that serious, but still.. something so SIMPLE is such a difficult task for certain people!

on another note, i cannot deal with people whove been working here for so long yet everytime they are asked to do an assignment, they act like today is their first day of employment and they dont know anything. my god...

only thing saving me from goin insane today is my ipod..

oh btw i hate when niggas say oh my life is so good now that im not with so and so.. this person makes me happy and there is no stress, DUH YOU FUCKIN IDIOT ITS becuz u just met her. who shows their true colors at the begininng? everyone with common sense knows dating and relationships always start off sweet and peaceful.. wait till she starts to get on ur nerves u idiot. NIGGAS are so dumb now a days... its like they all poured their common sense into a black hole one day