temptation chasing after my ass

temptation is a bitch. but im gonna overcome this shit. i promise myself that. i was supposed to learn from my mistakes and not do them again but y do i want to so badly? its like the urge to do something u kno u have no business doing. so thats y i plan to stay busy.. at least till my hormones get under some type of control. jeeze louise. but i guess this is God putting me to the test. if i really and truly want everything i said i want, then i should be willing to work for it right? and do it the right way right? so devil leave me alone. stop tempting me and enticing me. i dont need it & i really wont want to want it. i need a fuckin hobby to get my mind right cuz right now it is all over the place. hopefully once i get my ish together ill be far away from temptation so i wont have to worry about it. hopefully.. keep your fingers crossed