let me bring you up to date..

ok so pam screamed at me yesterday to update, so here i am just for a brief second because i got a chance to sit down and actually type something.. anyways so i graduated college!!! lol i figured id start from there so things would make sense.. but long story short, i had accepted a position with PHA which i was interning there for a while so i figure why not... I had looked for jobs but those bitches hyped me up something serious for like every interview i had then never heard from their phony asses again.. its cool though. i got lazy so i said hey why not.. they offered me a pretty good package & salary and i didnt have to really do anything. anyways PHA is like no other company youve worked for but its fun i cant front.. lol so i started officially in july 2007 & since then ive been in the same position doing various things. things i didnt really go to school for but oh well, its money nigga!!! so summer i didnt really do much.. went to toronto for the annual caribana fest in august & miami carnival in october.. my 2 most exciting trips of the year.. okay so that bring us to Fall time..something terrible happened in November.. me&my lover boy deaded it.. too much going on, not very happy times, dont wanna go in2 detail otherwise he'll kill me but it happened so thats that.. we remained friends till 08 when things kinda got out of control.. i went a lil psycho i admit lol because i was having a very rough time digesting us no longer being together. oh well.. so i did silly silly immature vindictive spiteful things.. but it was fun. lol. anyways i went to trinidad carnival in feb of this year and i had a blast though i paid an arm & leg for that shit.. dear god... well worth it though. my goal is to visit every island at least once before im 30. how does that sound to you? anyways in the mean time i had been dating this person who just clashed with me big time but u kno u try to make ur ex jealous so ull do anything to achieve that.. so thats that till i realized i needed to dead this dude be4 it became too much, great friend but definitely not a great lover for me.. anyways fast forward till like april, all of a sudden i become boy crazy.. which was never me, but im just seeing all these beautiful men left & right every where i go and im flirting.. enjoying my single life.. and i meet another cutie lol. nothing special just a flirtatious fling.. anyways, lets get to may.. after realizing that i was happy for the first time since ethe break up, i really started to enjoy my life. i was smiling and laughing all the time, not worrying about a thing, never stressed, just happy as hell living my life.. then boom.. he is in my life again, aint that some shit? to be continued...